A Rebel From A Waist Down

2010-07-04T11:30:00.002+08:00

People nowadays

2009-07-08T23:34:00.002+08:00

I have nothing much to say. Just finished one of my Understanding Test just now and i think i screwed up this time. Not feeling so good for the past few days because lots of things have been happening. Just want to say something to the people out there who God granted them the ability to talk and observe things

To the people out there whom God granted the ability to talk and observe things, i would like say thank you for making my life a living heaven by spreading stories regarding about my social life and doing your part as a good friend by reporting what's being observed to (______). The world need people like you as walking surveilance cameras to monitor threats and report them so as to make the world a safer place to live. But keep this in mind, do not misuse God's gifts in anyway possible.

2nd Understanding Test

2009-07-04T15:20:00.002+08:00

Ive just found out that my 2nd Understanding Test will commence next week and im not even prepared for it. It was like so fast since the 1st one ended and i did quite badly but passed. I dont wish to retain just to retake the modules again. So far for the previous tests, i get 2 C+ and a D+ and still waiting for the other 2 grades to be released. I hoped i passed them too. Oh my but my life is much more better than last time during secondary school. No homeworks and projects for now, just think about tests. So below are the days where i have to squeeze my brain hard. Bye

G101Cognitive : 8th July 09

A101Science : 10th July 09

G105Enterprise : 13th July 09

A113Math : 14th July 09

G103Communication : 16th July 09

skate 2 much, school's authorities 2 much

2009-06-28T21:05:00.006+08:00

As usual, avoiding dying from boredom, i went out to skate. Yeah it's a good workout actually and i think i gained weight since i have no P.E. Hitting the gym is unnecessary and a waste of ka-ching actually. Im getting bored at home day by day, tv sucks, sick of games. Wth...and i fell and destroyed my 3rd jeans today. Oh my i wish there's metal pants that can last longer.

Umm by the way, i got a letter from the school warning me for my poor attendance. It's like fuck, out of the 8 weeks of school, i only skipped 4 lessons and you said it's poor. ??? and my dad screamed my head off. Thanked God i survived... -_-" So here's a little maths. 8 weeks times 7 days = i dont care! I know i've met the requirement damn it. You guys are pussies. Puuuuuuuuuuussies... Got that?

Quarantine

2009-06-25T14:15:00.002+08:00

The fuck! Must stay at home for a week and miss school. Damn im gonna batter that fkn cunt man. I dont wish to have a holiday because i will get bored and die at home. Damn. Oh well, the tribes has spoken. Holiday then holiday lor...And by the way, my school system suck big time. They wait for that ass to pollute the campus then take actions. Wth hello...the campus is enclosed and air-conditioned, not open. By the time you guys want to take actions, everyone will be infected.

From what i know, there's some cases of H1N1 in Woodlands itself like yesterday while i was having dinner at Causeway Point, there's this little girl who went to Raffles Medical Centre there was suspected of having it. Oh my god.

Umm the so-called holiday wasnt even a holiday since we have e-learning just like the old time.(Reminds me of my secondary school) and yeah i will be going out to do my work since internet connection at home suck eggs. Ok thats it. Au revoir!

Maths "pro"

2009-06-22T18:49:00.004+08:00

Umm finally the result of my test was release and guess what, i get a fkn D+ for my maths. Like always uh since secondary school. Not been doing great for maths. All i know is to count money. Dont expect me to get at least a C la. I got a D7 for my O's and got another D for the test haha. WTF maths suck big time la people and the facilitator like damn boring sia. Go fuck yourself dude!

Umm today's lesson was ok. It's physics by the way and i hate it but today's one was chicken feet. Dont need to use my brain for goodness sake since my brain was worked up during lunch, trying to decide on what to eat and its like me jumping from one cafe to another just to have a fkn decent lunch. WTH.

Yeah today's lesson was slack since we dont required to do powerpoint for the presentation and was told that the result for science test will be release tomorrow. By the way, some of the classes were sent home today due to the H1N1 alert. Im gonna batter that infected arseholes to death if the school need to close down. Thats all. AMEN.

Bad week

2009-06-20T19:27:00.002+08:00

First thing first, yeah this blog looks so "happening" -_-" School finally started after the break but i dont seem to have a great week. Im expecting a good one. Its actually kind of weird but i really love school. Ive realised that i've been under performing throughout the week. Finishing school quite late due to IG(cca) and other stuffs and didnt get enough sleep to get ready for next day. Having headache during class and not really contributing much on group discussions because i cant squeeze out my brain juice. Screwed up during presentations for some modules wtf! Things get much tougher week by week and i hope that i will pass all my modules at the end of the semester. I dont wish to retake them all over again. So yeah thats about it. Just want to clear my mind.

School break

2009-05-30T13:20:00.003+08:00

Thank God its finally over. 2 weeks of test had ended and had completed halfway through the semester. School break starts today and i have no plans but stoning at home. I went for a blood donation for the first time last wednesday and it was super fun lols. I didnt managed to fill up the whole bag because during the "process" felt giddy so they stopped halfway but managed to donate 242 ml of blood which can save 2 newborn babies as told by the doctor there. Cool. Next i went to watch Momentum, RP's Dance Festival which was yesterday. It was ok lah but some of the items make my sleep. Theres performance by NP, Evergreen secondary, ITE College East, RP's very own dance groups and more. So far ok but its not worth the money to watch but luckily i get free ticket so i didnt regret. Ok so i have nothing to say already. Bye

Belated Celebration at Vivo...

2009-05-17T03:52:00.004+08:00

Da 17 Beb...

2009-05-16T11:55:00.006+08:00

Omg i forgot to update about yesterday. Btw yesterday, i turned 17 and my class bought me this chocolate fudge cake with 17 candles...lols. Wth they sang me a birthday song in different languages and forced me to make a wish. I did and accidentally told them what i wished for and they said "if u say out your wish, it will not happen".Lols i dont care anyway. Take pictures, cut the cake and eat. It's nice and rich but it will taste better if i wasnt caked on my face. Damn you (Name). After class, i get the so-called 17 strokes of a rolled paper cane by my sadistic classmate but after he gave me a birthday treat, i forgave him and say thnks for everything. Btw i would like to thank W46E(my class) for buying the cake, the multi-lingual birthday songs and for wearing pink or white as the birthday boy requested. I want the class to look 'delicious' as in to look like an icing of a cake lols.
So going out with lilly bby today to celebrate with her. Dunnoh goin where but maybe just double chill at keppel bay or window shopping since GSS is coming in 2 weeks time lols. So will tell more later ok.

New School

2009-04-21T11:59:00.003+08:00

Im now in class, having my break cum 2nd study period. I just came up to class with a packet of wedges and a pepsi. Very cheap. Cost less than 2 bucks. I had tough time trying to adapt with my school. Its totally different from last time hen i was in secondary school, No more slacking, must take part in every activities coz they'll be grading you but i like this preety much. A totally different experience. I love it. I love my school. So how bout you?

School Starts Tomorrow

2009-04-19T21:36:00.002+08:00

I had 6 months of holidays and i think its time to get back to school and since im in RP where you have daliy GPAs, i need to get there as early as i can and if not, im screwed so starting tomorrow and for the next 3 years, its just me and my lappy who determine my future...btw will be actively blogging since its wireless everywhere.

Last Outing Before School Starts

2009-04-18T23:09:00.004+08:00

Nothing to do today since the boring orientation ended yesterday, i went out with Lilly bby to catch Fast & Furious 4 and makan, makan and makan. Weather was damn hot. Movie was great but i prefer the old ones since the new one didnt have much races but it's still great. Went window shopping after that and im looking for a side zip jacket, tees and bottoms for school since my wardrobe doesnt have enough. During the evening, we went down to Marina Square to have our dinner at Subway andshe decided to buy me a top and i said ''lets go to Fourskin then.'' She bought me a tight fitting button down shirt and grabbed herself a wayfarer shades. So bla bla bla and we headed home.

2nd Anniversary To Us, To Us...

2009-04-16T22:49:00.004+08:00

Finally our relationship turned 2 years old today and im so happy even though i had a bad day in school. Both of us were really glad that we've made it this far despite having lots of disagreements and fights and lots of other nasty things. She rushed down to my school from NUH and waited long enough just to meet me. So sweet of you and i really appreciated it alot. She really made my day man... So i finished my orientation and met her at my campus' foodcourt and we decided to catch a movie at Bugis since we had a ticket discount coupon but sadly found out that only crappy movies were on screen today so walked to City Hall to eat and chill. I suggested that we have Subway but was objected and after much persuasion, she agreed. Finish everything and headed straight to the rooftop to see stars and took random pics and showing love and affection if you know what i mean and went home since we were really worn out. Eventhough it only lasted about 4 hours, i really enjoy every bits of it and this day will always be remembered. I love you *kisses* heehee

One More Day To Orientation/Sayonara To The ******

2009-04-14T18:46:00.004+08:00

Oh my...orientation is tomorrow and i dont feel like going. Lazy to make new friends or maybe im introvert. I dunno but it stated as compulsory so have no choice. It will be a day long i think and till Friday. Not forgeting my brother will be going to Brunei for a year under army posting...hip hip hooray. Finally peace and quiet. So the orientation will be the excuse from sending him to the Changi Airport. What a coincidence woww. So thats it for now. I gotta go

School Starting Soon

2009-04-12T13:11:00.003+08:00

Recenly, slept at cousin's house at Tampines to check out the newly opened Tampines One shopping mall, right next to the MRT Station. It was bigger than i thought and the damn place was packed, even when it's about to close. I went there just to check out UNIQLO, a Japanese casual wear store since i heard about it from a street wear blog. The store made its debut here and will be available elsewhere soon. So its a must check it out people. Btw school starting soon but for majority its tomorrow. I have a good 8 days left and im still slacking yo! Be having a 3-day orientation prograamme come this 15 and a handfull of skating days before getting busy with school. Oh shite! Girlfy starting her attchment at NUH tomorrow so she's gonna cuci pantat apek frequently haha. So be good at school and take care

Jumby Wants To Be Born Now

2009-04-07T16:13:00.007+08:00

Supposingly i should have posted this yesterday but ive totally forgotten about it till Lilly started to remind me over and over again so here it is. We went out together yesterday since she received her pay and wanted to give me a treat. Thought of going picnic but the weather wasnt very nice so decided to catch a movie at Lido then. Chose a horror movie this time and The Unborn was a great choice haha. Really a good movie except some Jewish references and exorcism which is sure a f***ing crap. My rating is 4 out of 5 so its a must watch. Right before the show, we had lunch and i was pretty bloated and plus the popcorn, i really need to go to the toilet.

After the show, we went window shopping, hopping from Far East to Heeren and to Cineleisure just to survey some stuffs and btw Lilly just fell in love with vans since i bought her a pair. She said she will go for the Sk8-hi shoes after getting her next pay and i went to the skate shop to survey some decks since i needed a new one badly. Bla bla bla and we chilled at YP before heading home. Since we'll be busy with own stuffs, we will rarely spend time together so thats it for now...

Strikes Back

2009-04-03T03:59:00.005+08:00

ok its been a long time since and i dunno what to say...things that have been circulating thru my fkn mind are relationship, 1st day of school and of course skateboard so where should i start...?hmmm relationship still strong for almost 2 years so no problem bout it. 1st day of school might be coz i dont seem to look like a typical poly student and umm im introvert as well. Ive seen people who some of them might be my classmates during the registration and nowadays matreps have the brains coz theres loads of them. impressive. the school aint so bad and the food was affordable but wth!!! wheres the fkn F&B outlets??? like what singapore poly have? curses...and last of all my skateboard had transformed into a chipped waste wood and i need a new one fast or else i will stop for a while till i get one. i really wanna skate hard before school starts and im getting good at it day by day. alright that should clear my mind abit and im looking forward to my former school's sports day later just to waste my time there.

To lilly bby: thanks but i still have a very long way to go, maybe in 10 years time heeee

2009-03-22T18:18:00.010+08:00

REPRESENTING

CURRENT ADDICT CREW...

well this is my crew name..and current addicts is known as all girls crew..my friend just open this new crew this year and we are planning to participate in competitions and dance for shows..we are starting step by step by participating in small competitions first to see how our potential is..and whether we could go far like any other best hiphop crew in singapore..we hope that we can achieve in being one of the best crew in singapore and people recognise a hiphop crew called current addict..ok..enough of introducing my crew..now my holiday from boring...... to....... enjoyable!!!!!..mmm..ok.ok.not so enjoying indeed..bt instead,my holiday is so tiring..hehe..im working right now..haha..i know some of u will laugh when i tell what am i working as..(it's ok just laugh at me..i don't mind anyway..) i'm working in the macdonalds near my home..i'm taking this job because i'm bored at home and my baby is busy with skating..but shidee is improving a lot..hehe..(wow..baby u really impressed me with the tricks that u're learning..and just one more step u're getting it right..just don't give up on e things that u're doing..ok baby..i know u can be a pro skater..) ok..get back to my working thing..mmm..not just boredom that makes me want to work at the macdonalds but i'm desperate of money..hehe..i wan't to go shopping and buy something for shidee and also make my parent's burden lesser..i won't be working here for a long time anyway..because when school re-opens i'm having my attachments..and i still have two jobs,which is a waitress in swissotel and student nurse(haha..macam faham) ok..now i'm starting to miss my baby..i don't get to see him everyday..i have to admit this,i'm crazy people!! im so madly in love with shidee..haha!! i love you sooooo much muhammad rushidee bin dahlan!!! ok..i'm out of words right now..

chowzz!! =P

2009-03-11T20:46:00.004+08:00

YES!!!! im having my holiday now..yahoooo!!! haha..my holiday's is till 12 april and i'll be starting my clinical attachment on 13 april..and the best part is i get the hospital that i wanted to have my attachment at..which is NUH..i can't wait for my attachment,because i want to show my care and concern to the patient and show that i'm a good future nurse..(cehh..macam faham..haha!!) o ya..get back to my holiday thing..isn't my holiday long?? yeah..i know some of u will say that it's short..well different people,have different opinion you know..at last can have my peaceful sleep everyday..hehe..i'm tired of waking up in the morning and rush to school..it's so troublesome and i don't have enough of rest..now i'm making full use of my holiday by waking up late..mmm..and of coz nt just waking up late is e thing that i'm going to do everyday..i can spent time with my baby too..yes!! i hope that my holiday will be an enjoyable one..that's all i got to write..HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO THOSE WHO IS HAVING THEIR HOLIDAYS OR HAVING THEIR HOLIDAYS LATER..

2009-03-09T19:13:00.002+08:00

ARGHH!!!! im so strezz!!! i had my nursing paper just now,and guess what..i cork up the whole paper..i can predict that i'm going to retain for sure..the question was f***king difficult..yeah..of course la difficult,because i haven't being preparing myself well..i feel like my head is going to burst out any moment..and i feel like broking into tears..i can't cope with my life now..
i miss my happy life last time..where i used to have a lot of happiness and someone there to give me support in life..i don't know what's up with me right now..i'm not my usual self anymore..i'm preety depressed,and i need someone to be beside me..whom the person that i hope is willing to stay by my side when i need him in this very moment..but,i guess at this moment i'm going to suffer a lot of misery..no happiness will occur in my life..and i'll just feeling restless for as long as possible..now i can't adapt with my new life,everyone around me is changing...why must they change?? i know the answer,it's because of me they change..mmm..i need LOVE,CARE AND CONCERN people..can't you guys see that i'm depressed because of you guys has change..i really love all the people around me that i love so much..but why must they change till this extent?? they still don't know how much my love towards them is..i have told them already,but they won't believe..yeah..i know,who in the world will ever believe LILLY SUHAILLY words..to them my words are just hoax..eventhough i have showed that i love them and care about them,their impression towards me will never change..i think i'll just let them be like that..maybe one day they realise what i've been doing for them isn't a hoax..that's all i've got to write..i'm going to study my biology now,coz tommorrow i'll be having the exam..hope i didn't cork up this paper either..

2009-03-09T02:56:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating coz lots of things had been going on these days...Home renovation, spring cleaning and some usual stuffs but im back...I should take a break from all of them and luckily i received tickets to enjoy at Downtown East yesterday in conjunction with some Union associations' birthday cum family day...went there with my family and some relatives tagged along too...Reached there at around noon eventhough the event started at 9 in the morning...We didnt follow the event plan and and i went to wild wild wet first to just cool off my body and the weather was damn hot and worst the place was totally packed especially at d'marquee where a lucky draw was held...air-conditioned but i was sweating like a pig...

Playing with the water with cousins , Ruzz and a f***ed up kid. Snatched the float from some guy and we capsizing each other and tossing the f***ed up kid into the air and splash haha i always yelled out "rock bottom...spear" as we were wrestling each other just to let one suffer with a smack on the back by the splash...and this kid was too excited that he didnt realised his *CENSORED* 'protruding' out from his boxer hahahaha i laugh and laugh and made a commotion out of it. I wanna play the samsung blablabla i forgot the name but the queue was so long so decided to go to Escape Theme Park then.

Upon arriving, me and Ruzz set off to the haunted house and i love the electric chair dummy. I was like shouting '' sial la hardcore per?!!!'' and the stupid pontianak at the end of the trail really scare me a little as i thought it was real and girls were all screaming like mad cows. Then Ruzz wanna play the go-kart and we ended up waiting for 2 solid hours just to play for 3 laps...damn i finished last coz i couldnt control the kart while going down the slope in full speed and people started to over took me...its like not worth waiting for so long and in the end getting last. Before we went off, i played the pirate ship and i tried not to scream but then i realised that my head felt like exploding...I couldnt try the other rides due to fucking long queues and left for supper. Me and Ruzz were secretly having fish and chips at fish and co express while the other were eating at the food court. If my grandma found out, she will nag at us.So thats all for the day.

2009-03-08T21:26:00.002+08:00

mmm..i'm so stress right now..i'm having my major exam tommorow..my first paper, which is nursing studies..it will be starting at 2pm until 4pm..and on tuesday i will be having biology paper at 2pm until 4pm also..im still not ready for the exam paper's yet..coz i haven't prepare myself well..i think i'm going to fail..n worst..when i fail the paper's, i have to retain and join the april intake cohort..i don't know why i'm feeling restless and not in the mood to be in the study mode..i need someoone to support me and give me confidence..my life is becoming complicated everyday..i guess i better stay in the room and keep myself cool down..is my life ahead going to be filled with happiness or misery??? this question have been up in my head for the past few days..i guess i'm having depression..never mind..i have to go through all this no matter what..and lastly, i miss my baby a lot..
for my baby shidee: B..i really love u a lot n i'm going to change myself sincerely..i hope u believe me and hope u really love me till now..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUHAMMAD RUSHIDEE BIN DAHLAN,AND NO ONE CAN REPLACE U MY DEAR..

2009-02-20T12:54:00.002+08:00

Get busted again yesterday. I was caught again by the police while skating with the others as they received complains about vandalising the government's properties...WTH it's just a barricade which the construction worker placed if they want to avoid people entering the under constructed area. You know the orange thing? I think you've seen it before. We were like chilled when they approached us. There were two of them, one indian and one chinese. I didnt bring my wallet so they didnt take down my particulars and i stood there beside the chinese officer, whistling and the others laugh and laugh and they took everything as a joke. The officers let us continue skating and only advice us not to go near the barricade as that particular place has no NO SKATBOARDING sign so they dont have the right to chase us away or call our mommies so bye bye to them...

To Hakku: bloody nincompoop

2009-02-18T15:40:00.003+08:00

This week's weather was rather unsuitable to have outdoor activities especially during noon. The sun was scorching and i ended up sweating like a pig. Yesterday i went skating with kobes as he wanted to learn ollie so bad so i did what i could to make him nail that trick but ended up sitting under a shelter more than practising. Worst still he wore a black polo tee which does assist in heat radiation so he sweat more than i do haha too bad. He decided to buy a drink and we finished the whole bottle in minutes. Damn hot and we are thirsty. So due to the weather, i decided to stay home today and play CS haha bang bang...and i havent bathe yet but eaten oredy

To Lilly bby: Work hard ok...i noe u havin a hard time at school but dun give up ok. I'll always support u from behind and i love u so much

2009-02-08T11:31:00.004+08:00

it's been a long time i haven't been updating bout what i wanna say in this blog..well..im missing my old life nw..i feel that my ITE life rite nw has changed my everyday life completely..i haven't had enouugh time with my baby n i missed my baby a lot..i hope he feel e same way 2..i really missed all e time that i had with my boy last tyme,when were in e same school..doing all e stuff in spending time 2gether such as,communicate with 1 another a lot,cuddle,kissed,share jokes n many other precious things we do..since 2009 came n e starting of pursuing my career has started,all e things that i used to do with shidee has totally changed a lot..yeah..its sux a lot n e reason of this changes occurs is b.coz of my tite schedule..im having classes from monday to friday starting from 8pm n end at 6pm..n every saturday, i have dance practice from 6pm to 10pm..i noe ppl will say that on saturday that i can still meet shidee b4 6pm,well i cn't coz i really understand my baby a lot...coz at that point of time,he's going 4 skate..i could c that my baby is really into his hobby..n im giving him time 2 achieve what he wants..this is why i have b.come so paranoid with my life rite nw,nt b.coz of shidee is bz with skating,bt instead its about my dame tite schedule..nw i feel soo lonely..n im hoping that our relationship won't b weaker,bt instead a stronger relationship..n i dunnoe how long will this thing go on n i feel that i have b.come so obssessed n crazy..that's all i've got 2 say..I REALLY MISS U A LOT BABY..N ESPECIALLY ALL THE TIME THAT WE HAD..BT NO MATTER WHAT,REMEMBER THAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U..

2009-02-07T04:12:00.003+08:00

Still awake and watching TV while typing this shit, about yesterday's event and going to bed when the world is having breakfast...It's my usual bedtime since i've been out of school for 4 months and counting and im used to it. Ah! Speaking of yesterday, i wasnt allowed to go skating coz my mum told me the carpenter from an interior design company will be coming down to measure my existing kitchen cabinet so i was kind of bored at home, but before that my dad called and i was told that my granny was admitted so about 1 hour later, the carpenter left and i went to the hospital after dawn. I reached there past the visiting hour and meet n greet my fellow relatives and we were all shooed by the guards after a fat malay nurse called them up. It was like as if we were creating a din there.

I looked at the guards and joked with my uncle ''shidee ingat diorg nk jual insurance''. They were like '' umm minta maaf eh tapi visiting hours da bes'' I joked '' umm minta maaf eh saye jual insurance'' Fuck im so lame sial. My uncle called me a negro coz im dark and relatives were shocked when they were told that i will be working at the pharmacy one day. One of them said '' Kau keje pharmacy? Abang kau nti drive ambulance, kakak kau dental den kau pharmacy. Wahh satu family sei.'' YEAH! i know but i dont even know that one day my brother gonna drive an ambulance. Hes an army storeman. WTH??? and yeah my dad working at the hospital and my mum was a former nurse and my sister's a dental therapist and im a pharmacist so we were like a healthline family except for my brother and my 'lil' sis. I added (' ') coz shes not lil as some of you know. *CUT*.............................

So we were shooed out from the ward and was about to head home when i pestered them to go makan! I was so hungry since i only ate rice with tofu and kicap for lunch. And the tribe has spoken so we go makan at west coast. Reached there and i went to a stall and ordered nasi goreng kampong. Before i walked back to my table, i realised that i forgot to tell them 'No Veggie Please' so i U-Turn to the stall. As i thought i had settled things and was walking back, i realised again i forgot to tell them 'Buat pedas-pedas eh' so i U-Turn for the 2nd time to the stall. I finalised things and went back to wait for the food. This part really pissed me off. The food came after everyone had finished theirs and had veggies in it and not even spicy and the portion was so small that i decided to order a generous serving of mutton chop after finishing it. If i could remember the stall's name, i would warn you not to go there. Not advice but warn. BYE

2009-01-31T09:55:00.003+08:00

As i said during the previous previous post, i cnt wait for yesterday...yea yesterday was super gerekkk. Left home at 2 to collect my pay at Paya Lebar and head down to Beat Merchant at Bugis for the gig. I was mistaken coz actually its a mixed genres one but who cares asalkan rock sudah. There's bands like One Way Traffic playing Rock Show by Blink 182, Deccent playing Before I Forget by Slipknot and KFC (Kidz Fcuk Chanel) playing Hey John Whats Your Name Again & Dogs Can Grow Beard by my favourite band, The Devil Wears Prada. Theres few other bands playing too. I tell you theres lots of screaming and moshing and amp diving haha serious they climb up the amp and dive coz it was held in the jamming room and theres no stage and you can imagine how small is the room and we were like moshing like hell...no escaping people...i lost my shoe at first but im able to retrieve it back. I stood right in front of the band and was like screaming out the lyrics at the guitarist and the vocalist offered me the mic but haha i refused...didnt get to bodysurf this time as the ceiling was too low. The gig ended at around 9 and i was like drenched in sweats of mine and other people, headed to 7-11, grab a big gulp and go home.

Not to mention i also received my school posting result and i get Pharmaceutical Sciences at Republic Poly. I was upset that i didnt get into Singapore Poly coz they have a skate park and a skate club for CCA. Nvm la as long as i made it to poly and i want to work in a healthcare line in the future. Bye

2009-01-24T03:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a hell of a day...First was a fight between a biker and some group of chinese YPs which are young peoples in abbrev. at the skate park. It was a free show for the skaters while taking a break under the sun haha and then came the 'orang besar' as we malays usually called and the funny part happen. The so called 'orang besar' shouted to the biker ''eh u cibai! go play soccer la!'' and i started to laugh. wth??? Why then suddenly play soccer? Doesnt make any sense at all seii. The guy looks like towkay babi seii with his boncet tummy, fucked up haircut and white skinny jeans and it was so skinny that his legs look like chopstick. So hilarious.

At around 7, i went somewhere else to skate and i met the old group which was the first few to skate here in my hometown. Calling them legends huh? Yea they deserved to be called that coz they are so good. Im not lying. There's this Spanish skater who looked like in his 20's but he told me he had just turned 17 earlier this month and i was like ''cibai are you serious?'' I called him the joker coz he's always making jokes bout...dont want to mention coz its too explicit haha. Fuck man..haha

This week was a boringgg one but tried to keep myself entertained by listening to the old shits i used to listen when i was umm... some of you know who i was 2-3 years ago i cnt remember...rite Ruzz, Fizzle? Punk music rocked my underwear dude!!! That's all and im waiting for the school;s result and as well as this friday when im collecting my last pay before i quit my job and the screamo or grindcore dunno what gig im goin to attend at 5 in the afternoon that day so wish me luck for the mosh and pray that i will never loose my glasses again heehee...

2009-01-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

haizz..i dunnoe what's goin on with my life right now..my skewl life,sux..so difficult 2 cope..don't even noe whether i can succeed or not..juz b.coz of biology..n far more worst,biology is e most important subject n we must pass it in order 2 go 4 e next level, which is nursing in second year..n shidee..he's bz wit skate..no more precious time wit him..im really fed up seh..

2009-01-13T15:42:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was not an ordinary day for me cos haha lot of things happened. Firstly, i received my O level result and i get 26 for L1R4. Badly done cos i didnt study a single thing i swear but im ok with it cos i was offered some courses from Singapore & Republic Poly and i knew i could do better.Ive chosen the 12 courses. These are the courses:

1.ARCHITECTURE(Singapore Poly)
2.INTERIOR DESIGN(Singapore Poly)
3.LANDSCAPE ARCHITECTURE(Singapore Poly)
4.PHARMACEUTICAL SCIENCES(Republic Poly)
5.BIOMEDICAL SCIENCES(Republic Poly)
6.AEROSPACE ENGINEERING(Republic Poly)
7.AEROSPACE AVIONICS(Republic Poly)
8.INTERACTIVE & DIGITAL MEDIA(Republic Poly)
9.INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY(Republic Poly)
10.INDUSTRIAL AND OPERATIONS MANAGEMENT(R(Republic Poly)
11.MICRO AND NANOTECHNOLOGY(Republic Poly)
12.MATERIALS SCIENCE(Republic Poly)

I hope ive made the right choice.

Yesterday after getting my results, i went skating with a group of good skaters and we were caught by the police for skating at the wrong place. hahahaha they asked for our ICs but i told them i didnt bring my wallet and they scolded me. They took down our particulars and then warned us before they walked off. Everyone's making a joke out of it and they were somehow pissed off haha....After that i cut my palm while practising pressure flip which i just learnt from the bro who skate with me yesterday. I accidentally pressed my palm against a sharp tile fragment at the skatepark while trying to break fall and the thing really pierced through my palm. Ouch and the blood oozed out and the bro offered me some pennies to buy a tissue or something but i say its ok. Thanks bro. Haha first was my unexpected and satisfactory result and followed by the police thing and the blood and the new trick i learnt and an army of skaters and everything but the thing was that im really proud of myself and next stop, a diploma to determine my future.

2009-01-12T06:15:00.003+08:00

I dunno why am i so full of energy these days. I've been up till late jamming buttons to beat the hell out of darth vader on my bro's psp or watching crappy tv and since she's started school, i have lots of free time and seriously have no idea what to do. Usually i went to her house to watch rented DVDs or just forcing the shit out of me to make her laugh. Now i went skating in the morning alone, went to see my lil cousin in school and sleep during the day. I promised myself to practice the tricks i've watched in videos and i was envious of some of them who i met at the skatepark. I found out that one of them was my old schoolmate and i was like 'terperanjat' when i saw him nailing some tricks that i knew i couldnt haha...yea n of course today is the release of my result...not scared but worried a bit cos i didnt study at all haha...what will my results be like haha...ite pon ite lahh...life still must go on and who says its the end? n btw the stupid picture above was taken on friday when i went skating and asked kobes to tag along...i swear i didnt ask him to snap but he did and look how 'cacat' my ollie looks haha. Ok so shidee, good luck for the results...

2009-01-02T03:49:00.002+08:00

F*** Off 2008 and F*** On 2009...but i dont see the reason to celebrate.
Thats all i have to say

2008-12-31T18:32:00.002+08:00

gdbye 2008..n hello 2009!! well my resolution 4 2009

1) love shidee even greater

2) give shidee all e love i had 4 him

3) spent even more time with shidee (depends if im free,coz bz wit nursing course)

4) focus on nursing course n get good grades 2 go 4 nursing course in NYP

5) stop having fights with shidee (i love him a lot n i 1 2 try n stop)

6) go 4 outing wit shidee whenever im free

7) buy a lot of gifts 4 shidee

hehe..well..its obvious rite..my resolution 4 2009 is all about shidee..baby..i hope u read this..my words is sincere..n i don't lie when its all about u..I REALLY LOVE U SO MUCH..N IM REALLY SORRY 4 EVERYTHING THAT I HAD DONE 2 U 4 THIS YEAR AS WELL AS LAST YEAR..LETS PUT E PAST BEHIND N BEGIN WITH A FRESH ONE INSTEAD..I PROMISE U THAT 2009 WILL BE A BETTER YEAR 4 US..

2008-12-26T10:22:00.014+08:00

BORING SEH. DUNNOE WHAT TO DO..

HAHA..JUZ MAKING MYSELF ENTERTAIN..

ADDICTED TO HIS KISS, N I NID TO BE KISSED BY HIM

HAIZZ..I MIS U SO MUCH BABY..

EATING SATAY ALSO MUST SHOW EMOTION TAU..HAHAK!!

SATAY POWER!!

URGHH..SUSAH SEH NAK GIGIT..

EATING MY NENEK SATAY IS SO DAME NICE,POWER AH NENEK!!

MY MUM N DAD BUSY COOKING THE SATAY..

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL CHRISTIAN..

on the 24th of december, me n my family had plan to go to my grandmother's house at johor..well..my grandmother is a singaporean, but she had bought a terrace house at malaysia,bt visit her house sometime only..the house is a cosy place to stay n its beautiful too..mmm..it was just a short vacation though..coz my dad doesn't take an off day..we just went there 4 2 days n 1 night..on the first day, there's nothing much to do..as we arrived at my granny house at about 7am..all i do is watch dvd,eat, THINK ABOUT SHIDEE,play my lappy(as i brought it along to occupy myself) n sleep..the next day i woke up,n i founded that my granny has woken up early,preparing for us nasi lemak seh..(rajin betul nenek aku) i couldn't resist any of my granny's cooking,i really love her a lot seh..then i went to play my roller blade..hahak!! i always laugh when talkng about roller blade coz im soo ashamed of myself..i still haven't pass using the roller blade n meanwhile my smaller sibling is an expert already..then my granny make satay to barbeque,sedap seh..n i also got to smuggle some bubble gum..hahak!! well..the vacation was fun..hope to go for another trip to my granny house again..

2008-12-24T13:21:00.006+08:00

Yesterday we went out together before she go for a vacation and follow by the start of the school's semester, leaving me behind and not able to spend time with her like we did during the secondary school times. She'll be busy coping with a new life in ITE and may not be able to meet me or even call me to talk like we used to. ''Sigh'' 2009 will be a hard year for me as things will change. Not to forget the people around me will also change. In some cases the good ones will be bad as they get influenced by peers. I hope it will not happen to her and of course not to myself. I just want to be who i am right now and i am happy with it. I know i could not accept changes that easily but i'll try. Before she leave me, i decided to buy something for her. I bought her a pair of pump by Vans. At first she refused but i came up with a reason to make her accept. I said "u nie...baru nak buat kite jadi Vans couple. I dah lah suke Vans. Hardcore fan tau. Dah lah tak nak sudah.......'' She fell for it haha...i hope she liked it, her first Vans shoes...be proud

2008-12-21T20:05:00.002+08:00

mmm..today early in e morning i had gone 2 e saloon n had a new hair do..well..i hope my baby loves it..i decided 2 rebond my hair bt e process in getting e final product is dame long..i spent bout 2 n a half ours there..i thought shidee wouldn't 1 2 accompany me,bt he did came after all..i pity him though..coz he has 2 wait 4 me 4 bout 1 hour plus i guess..sori darling n thnx 4 being soo patient..btw..i love you so much baby!!

2008-12-20T20:22:00.003+08:00

alamak!! i 4gt 2 post someting on e december 19, actually i also 1 2 thank my baby shidee 4 accompanying me 2 receive my results..without him there, e day won't b completed..bt im grateful that he is there with me..thank you darling 4 taking ur time 2 accompany me..u r e best BABY BOYFY i ever had..that's y I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,COZ UR DIFFERENT FROM THE OTHERS..

2008-12-20T05:52:00.003+08:00

Sick for e whole week e day after hari raya haji, cousins gt a shock of their life when they saw my face fucked up badly by irritation(im allergic to dust) when they slept over, swollen as if ive been punched by a pro boxer, throat's gone bad and temp's went up to 38++. Im so fucked up man!!! forced to work overtime e next day...man i could barely speak due to my throat...suare rocker dok bebual ngan guests haha garrrrrrr!!! popped halls, strepsils, gulp down cough mixture, inhale tissue damped with axe oil thru mouth....i really did it...wanna see? and nothing's gonna do the job. FUCK!!! Up to date im still having phlegm and bad cough but this week was fine.

No work for e whole week. YAY!!! Can skate. YAY!!! My girl received her results and is e top student for this year's cohort. YAY!!! Last but not least ive nailed ollie and now starting to play with ramps. YAY!!! Wait....Tomorrow's payday. YAY!!! YAY!!! YAY!!!

Btw i wanna congratulate my bby for achieving good results and finally able to start a journey, a journey which leads to more successes in years to come. I knew you can do it bby. Im proud of you...dare to dream and change it into reality...you had proved that and im so proud of you...so its my turn next, waiting for mine next year...wanna be a winner like you...i hope so

2008-12-19T18:42:00.003+08:00

first of all i would like 2 say, alhamdullilah...i was e top N LEVEL student in school..hahak!!! i really can't believe that my dreams n goals has been achieved..at last,i really made my parents proud..bt yesterdae my mum accompanied me 2 take my results..i thought that im goin 2 dissapoint her,bt when she heard my name is been called out as the top n level student,she was so hapi n burst out wit a laugh...i also can't believe that i scored an A for my science..coz during e science exam,i started 2 panic, realising that i didn't did well 4 that paper..bt still,im quite satisfied with my results..seriously, having a great future n secure job in 10 years time,e hardwork has 2 start nw..nw my next goal is 2 b in e nursing course n after that go 2 NYP, 2 b.come a staff nurse..

2008-12-16T15:57:00.002+08:00

O MY GOSH!! i dunnoe y im starting 2 panic rite nw..mmm..actually nt nw..since yesterdae seh!! i gt a msg from my form teacher yesterdae @ 9.30pm i guess, n shockingly she said that e N LEVEL results will be on THURSDAY @ 2PM..arghhh!!! im feeling nervous 4rom yesterdae n till nw..will i have good results?? mmm..i dunnoe y i cannot sit still @ this moment..i juz 1 2 noe whether my results will b good or bad..if my results is bad, my parents is goin 2 kill me 4 sure..haizz..n my reputation will b bad also..bt if i gt good marks,i'll b hapi n save..coz e ite course tat i always wanted which is nursing, will b achieved at last..n nursing is 1 of e difficult courses 2 get..bt wit good marks,there will b great advantage 2 get e course..tat's y im hoping tat i did well..i guess..hahak!! (c'mon lilly no tyme 2 joke around!!) bt if my results is so disgraceful, i should learn my lesson though n serve me rite 2 get a scolding 4rom my parents..mmm..well 4 those who is taking their N level results also, i wish u guys good luck n hope u guys pass wit flying colours..

2008-12-11T13:51:00.002+08:00

woah!! i nid some fun tings 2 do 2 entertain myself up..tis week is really sucks..nuting 2 do @ home,juz eat,sleep n play wit my laptop..soo pathetic seh..4 tis 1 whole week, we juz have 2 days working..soo boring..n shidee is so sick, i can't even meet him..coz i juz 1 him 2 have plenty of rest..i hope his getting better..i miz all e fun tymes we had..n all e crazy tings tat shidee will do when his really hyper..hahak!! (cn't stop tinking bout his hilarious behaviour) well..im also feeling nervous right nw..its bout my N level results..mmm..cn make my head burst seh tinking bout tis ting in every seconds n every minutes..hope my results really satisfy me..

Ollie Shit!!!

2008-12-08T12:40:00.002+08:00

tts rite Ollie Shit!!! its raining cats n dogs, which make me no choice but to keep my board under my dusty bed URGGHHH!!!! gross coz i cnt skate coz its wet here n there...next pay will be in 12 days time n ive prepared the shopping list:

Volcom pants - $95
Toy Machine deck -$75
Nike SB P.Rod 2 sk8 shoes - $85
Fallen trucker - $30
Total:$285

2008-12-02T12:02:00.002+08:00

love..wat does love actually mean?? i noe tat some of u may think tat love is juz to care 4 our boyfwen or gerlfwen..well..love is nt bout tat only..love is a beautiful ting 2 have..we can have great tyme wit our loved 1..sometymes we have to face difficult obstacles in order 2 save our relationship or even stregthen our love tat we had..bt 4 tis past 1 year 7 mth tat im wit shidee,i've learnt a lot 4rom tis great relationship tat i hd wit him..honestly, he's e best boyfwen tat i ever hd..he's e 1 who really2 cared n loved me sincerely..eventhough we hd a lot of arguments lately,i will nt even leave him..i learnt tat in a realationship,we need 2 trust 1 another..without trust,we wouldn't go tis far..n witout trusting 1 another,u will always have doubts 4 1 another..i admit tat sometymes i do have doubts 2wards shidee..i feel hurt when i've hurt his feelings..its nt tat i really 1 2 hurt his feelings..i juz 1 2 clear all my doubts..nw..i noe hw much he loves me..(baby, ur love 2wards me is so strong n i hope tis will remain e same 4eva..)

2008-11-30T14:23:00.002+08:00

it hs been a long tyme i haven't update bout myself in tis blog..yesterdae it was our payday..bout e pay ok ok la..hahak!! bt i had lots of fun wit my baby shidee..(babes i really hd a great tyme wit u) e first ting we do wit our money is 2 buy a couple ring @ disney shop..it coz about $60 i guess..its quite cute actually..n 4 e 1st tyme in my life i actually ate @ MOS burgers..its really scrumptious though..if nt b.coz of shidee recommendations i wouldn't even set my foot at tat place..(tnx honey!!) we also went to a skate shop near queenstown,i accompany shidee 2 buy a board which he longing 2 hv..i guess he is happy wit tat..well..e outing is enjoyable indeed..tat's all i gotta say..

2008-11-25T04:04:00.002+08:00

playing games till the wee hours, no work this morning, mum was admitted because she had an infection on her left leg due to the insect bite she had a month ago in malaysia...suffering from insomnia, i should be warded at the sleeping disorder ward coz my sleeping pattern had gone haywire and beause of that, i suffered from memory loss(i misplaced my handphone and i dont even remember where i put it). the malay word is 'nyanyok'...just now the hospital transformed into a wet market as my relatives came for a visit. young children running around and making a din...doctor said mum will be discharged in two to three days time. i was able to leave from work early to see her...speaking of work, expected salary do leave a smile on my face...year end sale soon and im gonna buy myself some stuffs and enjoy till i cant f*** no more YAY!!!

2008-11-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

today's not working as boss said so but tomorrow i'll get back in my smart attire,polished shoes serving guests and all. tired seh this week cos on wednesday i kena split shift from 7 a.m till 11p.m and continue at 7 a.m the next day...totally f***k man but day by day, money increasing rapidly and pockets will bulge...tomorrow starts at 5 so till then i'll rest. da lah nak ngok wrestling ngan makan nasi lemak uhh...bye

2008-11-16T23:11:00.002+08:00

i noe i noe long time M.I.A oredy. its been 1+month not touching this shit man....haaaa...exam stress's over, night shifts and paydays had just started...working as waiter and waiteress respectively at swissotel the stamford,the tallest hotel in singapore.working at different departments but enjoy working at the 69th floor dining room, the 2nd last storey of the hotel as the view from up there is so beautiful. can win singapore flyer sia and not to forget the staffs and free food all the time. best kan? but the not so good part is the work.i broke some plates, goblets and wine glasses altogether. tough but ok la..sape kate keje tak penat? in the end the pay really makes the day. cannot wait for the payday man!

as some of u noe, today is the 16th so me and lilly have been sticking together for 19 months now. if dunno den check your calendar if u have haahaa fuck u and make sure that today is the 16th.btw this morning at around 12 a.m i was with lilly at the interchange, waiting for a bus home from work den there's a group of 'dumbfags' banglahs staring at her. i didnt realised it until lilly shouted "what stare stare?" and after a few shoutings of the same phrase, they still continue to stare at her so i decided to scold them "OI!!!STARE STARE F*** YOU UHH!!!" and they walk away, not even dare to give another glance. im not trying to be a racist ok but seriously they work here so they should think about work, not wooing girls...eh baia your country not enough girls izzit? the should stare at their working tools or wooing geylang girls. sorry ah no free viewing of girls in singapore. geylang also must pay. here where got free. stop it seii mr banglahs. really very tired den they buat prangai....mesti la mengamok pe.

sok raye sok raye sok raye tak habes2 korang

2008-09-30T22:26:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the beginning of syawal where us muslims visit relatives, both close to heart and some long lost. I dunno whether syawal will be a happy time for me coz i'll be taking my o's. Cut short the festivities and finish my last race.Polys waiting for me and maybe work after that...Raya won't be the same again for me. I really don't have the mood. To the people who have wished me, I really appreciated it and it really cheered me up. Thanks. Haha u guys enjoy yourselves. Nak datang rumah, kol dulu...check for availability ok hahahaha see u guys hor

2008-09-27T23:21:00.003+08:00

Graduation's over and that only meant certain things like no classes, no homeworks, no lectures, no extra classes, no more PEs and stuffs which a typical secondary school student would do or attend or even experience on his/her school days...Grad day also marked the end of the moments i had with her when we're in the same uniform because most likely we'll be going to different institution to pursue our dreams. She'll be going to ITE for nursing and me...???i'm not sure where to go after this but i have to go. The reason why i said 'most likely' earlier on is because by looking at my results, i'll be going to the same campus as her. Sounds like good news, i agree but i'm not suppose to go there, am i? We've been together since April 16th 07, at the school's library till now and everything we've been through in that school, may we leave them behind and start a new life. I know you people out there have memories too but some are meant to be left behind. So to wrap things up i just want to say something.

To whom who read this, I, represents her as well would like to wish you the best in the N'/O' Levels or any obstacles in life. We will also like to express our remorse by apologising sincerely to you who have been offended by us . We're terribly sorry. And SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

2008-09-17T17:09:00.004+08:00

We went shopping for clothes yesterday and breaking fast together and yesterday marked our 17 months sticking together and it's fun and it's tired and we ate at long john silver and lilly bought lots of dresses and shidee followed her around without buying his stuffs and after that lilly accompanied shidee to Boards and Stuff to check out skate shoes and boards and have a good chat with the sales guy about skateboards...no puncuations needed im sure...exams finally over for the both of us but it does'nt stop there...shidee's busying doing the class montage, going to school every morning and lilly's obviously preparing for her N Levels...guess the hard times has'nt ended yet and the good times...we have good times always. Bye

2008-09-03T10:59:00.004+08:00

I had a very very very bad holiday, thinking about my exams, my social life, my love life, my family, my future and other crappy things which i need to take into considerations...what a life sooo miserable, sooo stressful and sooo.....umm....beyond words? yeah beyond words. me working hard to escape from the bondage of unsolved problems and fighting against the symptoms due to the strong addiction of the heart-shaped drug called 'LOVE' Lilly Suhailly where are you? I know you're out there...Please help me...*CUT*

Enough talking romeo...I really want to end my year as an obnoxious, schizoprenic, rebellious student my school can have asap coz i myself could'nt stand to be stuck in the school renamed as J***** Asylum...i wanna work and earn some money to by myself a skateboard and skate to hell...actually i skate for fun, as a hobby coz i stopped kicking balls under the void deck and the field and being a geek sitting in front of the google box really waste time so i should get out and be somebody, gigolo is also something right?haha yeah cut the crap...i have a class to attend later so bye bye

shidee

schizoprenia kid

2008-09-01T10:14:00.003+08:00

Baybeats had just ended yesterday, with great bands both from local and international music scenes performing to make the crowd go wild but i just went on saturday only after losing my glasses in the moshpit. I was so devastated after that because i can't see anything without it. Yeah before that incident i was having lots of fun moshing and body surfing. Lilly called me crazy because she witnessed with her own eyes her boyfy was on top of the crowd, sceaming and was thrown up 10 ft into the air and landed on the gravel ground back first. AWWW...I escaped from the hellish crowd with mild wound on my elbow and dirty clothes YEE-haw....But before that, we had our lunch at Marina Food Loft, devouring on the original ayam penyet from Surabaya( tnx bby for the ayam penyet) and the sambal belachan was damn spicy and i had green tea and homemade barley to soothe my throat. AWWW...again. When we reached at the esplanade, we were approached by 2 ladies holding a camera. We were like ''what the heck?'' and the asked ''Would you want to take a picture? You can redeem it at our booth and it's free. Please...?'' Lilly refused because she's too shy but i said ''SURE!'' Maybe we were cool people on that night and that's why they want us...heheee. Really we had a good time together and i celebrated Lilly's advanced brthday that day as she don't get her chance on her birthday because it's fasting month and will be taking her N level on the same day too. This will be our last outing before the exams and hope that no one's stopping us from going out after that as i have planned on going somewhere special and spend time with her. This may also be our last posting as i may be gone for studying purposes. so long people.

long live everyone!!!!

shidee

2008-08-29T13:13:00.002+08:00

Baybeats 2008 is TODAY! YAY! At last! We'll be going there together and enjoy the music played by bands like The Force Vomit and more...moshing , bodysurfing for shidee and exposing herself to the local scenes for lilly. Hope that the will be no rain today and tomorrow as well as on Sunday. Before that we'll be having our lunch after which will be kicking the crowds' butts wohoooooooo! Hope that this year's event will be wild like last year's...Please God make this day a fun day. Amen :)

2008-08-17T08:30:00.003+08:00

Yesterday,August the 16, was our 16th months together and we went to catch a movie. We watched space chimps and overall it's a nice movie to watch, only if you can catch the ball. It's about a group of chimps sent to a planet to detect life there and they encountered aliens. The animation work of the movie was ok but preferred pixar's or dreamworks'. Yesterday was a short day for the two of us as Lilly had a family outing after that and Shidee went home alone because he did'nt want to tag along after being invited. Yesterday will be the last time we'll be catching a movie or going out together because the exams are drawing near, as well as the fasting month. So that's all people bye.

Release of O level Mother Tongue Result

2008-08-12T19:15:00.002+08:00

Today,12 August 2008 was the most disappointing day of my life as a student. Yea i got my result and how do i fair? Bad...very bad...very very bad...very very very bad. I got a B3 and a merit for my screwed up oral...heng! Good? satisfactory! Everyone said that ouh that's good, a B3?...well done but don't expect an OK from an 'A' student because he or she will not like it at all. I knew because i'm one of them. People, getting a 'B' Grade is no OK... ok... That's bullshit!
I'm not happy with my result, so as the others who deserved to get a better marks and i've witnessed some broke down into tears. 3 Ds to describe my state, Devastated, Depressed and Dunno what am i gonna do next...If there is someone who is called 2008, i will surely write
him a letter stated "Why are you so suey? This year's cohort did badly for the paper. Why? Why? Why?!" Lilly's mum busily motivated me for the whole afternoon to help me get back on track as i felt demoralised. Thanks Cik Nelly!!! Whatever happen i was offered to resit for the paper and i will do my best and aim for the 'A' and i believe i can do it.

Shidee(young and DEEpressed)

2008-08-09T23:45:00.002+08:00

Minutes ago, 9th of August marked the day of our independence. It's been 43 years now and we're bored at home. Nothing but craps shown on the google box so we decided to spent our Saturday witnessing not the celebration but the fireworks and the air show displays...Sorry Shidee is not a nationalist nor a patriot of the Lion City so don't think he's joining the celebration. Actually we came down just to see the displays and besides it's FOC seii...don't miss it folks!!!LOL

We were looking at the blue sky in awe as the F-16 fly here, fly there, fly everywhere and lilly's favourite, the BOOM-BOOM from the fireworks. Beautiful seii...long time no see since we were primary 5. Tats a loooooong time. Apart from the beautiful sight, there's lots of matreps, budak hingus, banglahs(known as budak2 indie, spotted with their bell bottoms and tight-tight clothes) anjing(police) bertepek dokk...very2 bad sight...But the worst experience, our eyes were irritated by the smokes(Shidee cried). But overall we enjoyed the Saturday night together and our love will soared just like the F-16

blender for sale

2008-07-29T23:45:00.005+08:00

Peneng peneng peneng!!!...My head is now like a blender,mixing and grinding different kinds of problems. Sick, tired from school, social conflicts, wadeva laaaa!!! CB cannot tahan oredy sia...in a verge of giving up but decided not to coz i hav dreams to achieve...no choice den what am i suppose to be when i grow up? trash? i was once before...SEE! life is soooo much complicated den what ive expected last time. No need to study oso can pass, go express stream and have a jolly good time. Really the CB seii now,im lagging behind everyone and this friday is my meet-the-parents-session and i have no idea what 'complements' i will get from my teachers...and my mum will spill every secrets, just like the tv show'behind closed doors'...peeps out there will know more bout me...hahaha FUCK!!!! btw as for peeps im refering to the teachers...da lah i wanna switch off my blender

shidee(fear me dear for shidee is DEATH bdoh)
i missed my hair...sob

Racial Harmony

2008-07-21T22:32:00.004+08:00

Today our school celebrated Racial Harmony Day...kinda crap actually haha...We have students from Indonesia celebrating with us before they flew back...Black is the color for this year...itz true itz true..both of us won something for the quiz(we won only participation only,damn its not fair they draw lots fuckkkkkkk!!!!) yea back to the topic black. Shidee wore a black baju kurung and Lilly donned a black qi pao...Shidee looked like he's going to "akad nikah" and Lilly looked like Chung Li from Street Fighter aiyahhhhh!!!Damn Shidee had a bad day actually but he looked cool...dunno what to say seii..wait for the next post during the weekend coz we'll be going SHOPPING dokk!!!haahaa k la gtg

love.love.love,
ly and dee

o level mother tongue LC

2008-07-15T14:15:00.002+08:00

haizz...i'll be taking my o lvl LC for mother tongue in the afternoon...damn so tired from school den must come back to take exam...i screwed up my oral and did satisfactory for my papers few months ago and tis august the results will be released...scared? a little...im sure i need to resit on november...now im digging my ears, make sure it's clean and not clogged up with brownish,smelly ear wax...ouh yesssss...i like the feeling haahaa obscene is my middle name. bye!!!

shidee

2008-07-02T17:16:00.005+08:00

Yahhhh...she forgot someting actually.She's the first girl i've kissed n tat happened before we were together.Why?I scolded her during one of the mass dance practice coz she disturbed me juz like she mentioned...I feel bad and decided to apologise but she would only accept an apology in a form of a peck on the cheek.BLA BLA BLA.....n i kissed her.I FEEL GREAT THOUGH...LOVE EU TOO BABY!!!

shidee

The journey of our love story starts here..

2008-07-01T09:58:00.004+08:00

i wanna share this story bout hw me n shidee end up 2gether n b.come a hapi couple till nw..well here it goes..i didn't noe shidee since sec 1 till sec 2..bt eventually we've known each other only during e 1st tyme he participate in mass dance..bt i was e first person 2 approach him n make him as my fwen..he was a quite a boy indeed..haha!! so our friendship started on that dae onwards..i always observed him as a shy boy..hahak!! coz when i ask him 2 dance, he didn't 1 2 show me his dance moves..bt i started 2 disturb him during his concentration in getting any dance steps rite..bt he juz ignore me..i started 2 fall 4 him when e last dae of our practice 2gether..i find him so attractive..i could sense tat he's different..n 1 dae i gt 2 noe 4rom my little brother tat he asked shidee whether he lyke me.. n he say he did!! i was so hapi at tat moment..when we both noe tat we lyke each other, he 'proposed' 2 me 2 b his gerl on 16th april 2007..during recess tyme in e library..4rom tat dae onwards i will always luv him till nw..n he's a special boi tat i won't ever 1 2 leave him...I LOVE YOU BABY!!

2008-06-18T15:57:00.005+08:00

TAKING A BREAK...

REBORN SOON

2008-06-17T13:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,June the 16th marked the day of our 14th anniversart together. Made it this far and still going on. I(Shidee) decided to give lilly a treat to the cinema to watch kung fu panda both of us had a great time laugh,laugh and laugh. We found the antics of Po the panda who's chosen to become the dragon warrior quite cute and amusing(yea it turned the once quiet cinema into frenzy with burst of laughter)He's sooo cute and chubby.

Yea we had a great time but sadly this is our last time going out together before the exam as we have to concentrate more on our studies..sob..sob...BUT IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD!!! We'll return after that. Bye bye for now

2008-06-14T11:57:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was great as i earn my own money for the first time. I work as an usher for a family day event which took place at the Singapore Zoo. The best thing is addmision is free so i can wander around without paying a single cent. I was then assigned to mend a shooting game stall and it was a hit especially among the male adults who want to show-off their marksmanship skills in front of their wives and colleagues. I laughed alot as they tried many ways to shoot the targets to get a prize. Eventually im a marksman too when i was in Sec 1. I get alot of feedbacks that this game is damn hard and i laugh, laugh, laugh and laugh. After that i went for a stroll around the zoo which i had not been visiting for quite some time.

After getting my pay, i went straight to town for window shopping. I tried not to spend my pay but when i entered to Pacific Plaza's Stussy boutique, i've changed my mind and bought myself a stussy cap which is 20% off the original price. I also went to check the kid robot new era cap but i can't find my size so stussy in, kid robot out...I came home quie late and lilly scolded me...yeah i deserved it, sorry babyyy but overall with my first job, the animals, the pay and the shopping reallyyyy made my day. Thank You

Shidee

2008-06-12T10:29:00.002+08:00

Tired seii these days.I always slept late and wake up early in the morning everyday.Euro 08 had just started so i stayed up late to watch the Dutch beating the hell out of the Italians and i havent even start my revisions.DAMN my prelim 1 in 11 days or so and im not doin anything.I guess ITE is my path, not poly,not jc.My holiday assignments are collecting dust and next week is my bridging programme.Wake up shidee wake up.I start working tomorrow and will focus after that,i hope.

Shidee

2008-06-08T19:51:00.003+08:00

We've been busily spending time with each other for the whole weekend. Yesterday was at the library and sight seeing and snapping around town for today. We hang out at the rooftop and looking at the national day rehersal took place at the floating platform. Nothing much actually...heehee

2008-06-05T01:10:00.002+08:00

Aft a tired day at Singapore Poly where i can experience my chosen course there which is creative media design and put my creativity to the test, i went window shopping at Queensway and the town area.Iwent to located at Far East Plaza and got myself a kid robot keychain Its a blind box merchandise so i cnt choose the content. In the end i get wat i dun expect...but its fun, playing guessing game with the bro over there. He asked "which one do u want to choose?" I said "ouh last row, box no.3..." Fun but e content dun make my day...

Shidee

2008-06-02T02:33:00.002+08:00

At last im back...To witness a wedding in Malaysia is an eye opening for me as i can see the difference between ceremonies held here and there. In Singapore wedding ceremonies are more luxurious and people tend to fork out lotta money to make tat day a memorable one for the newlyweds but in Malaysia,they just want a simple ceremonies and only close relatives were invited. Safe money and save effort.
Not only that,i spend some time on shopping too and night snacking with my cousin at the backseat of our rented van(the a/c broke down and we're baked alive) and i hope that i will not gain weight during the holidays.

There's these mat-mat malaysia staring at me from top to toe with their 'mat rep tak menjadi expression' when i entered into a shop. I pretended not to notice them and and in my mind i asked myself "wat d heck are they staring at me?" i tried not to laugh at them as it will get me into trouble. Its the fact they do look funny...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Shidee

2008-05-31T01:30:00.002+08:00

I was forced to tag along to malaysia to attend a wedding ceremony of my granny's niece or nephew i dun noe wich one. Boring seiiii bt i can smuggle sumting back...wow
shidee wat a great idea. yea i sure i will nt be coming back empty handed and btw im sick and tired of this country wich i dun support at all(kill all patriots) haahaa...i dun play by the rules. soooo juz make tis trip as a holiday to wind me up and take a break...hope i came back in one piece...i mizz lilly

shidee

Oi! mat rempit!!! I would not want to bump into these
circus freaks or shud i say daredevils???
Nah i take back my words. Curse them!!!

Pak 3 karton pak.
Nk bawak balek singapore la pak

Cakar ayam anyone??

OMG Its bubble yum!!! Sure i'll be smuggling these back.

2008-05-29T23:17:00.005+08:00

BAYBEATS 2008 which will be held on the 29th to the 31st of August an the esplanade. For those who dun noe wat e heck is BAYBEATS, let me explain briefly.
It is a local annual alternative music festival showcasing local,regional and international indie bands. Still dun get e idea? Drag ur ass to the esplanade and find out urself. Come on people. Support local music scene. Hope to see ya tat day coz im gonna be busy moshing and body surfing and shoving and pushing. Girls shud take it easy and strictly no grinding coz it happened 2 me last year. My girl gonna hit me if I enjoy every single minute of it. Sorry hunny but the moshpit was soooo cramped and she went dancing without knowing tt her body was pushing against mine. I couldnt get away from there coz the crowd behind me was blocking me.

This is the pic of me bodysurfing during last year's event.
I feel like a king, sitting on top of someone's head.
I noe u cn oni see my shirt coz it was taken at night
and it's dark and i noe tt im dark...

I cnt wait for tis year's event even though it's near the
major exams' date. Btw who cares! Enjoy ur life to the fullest
coz u ain't living in tis world forever people.Heheee

Shidee

2008-05-17T13:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was our 13th anniversary together and we decided to catch a movie. What Happens In Vegas is the best movie we've watched together. Its so funny,romantic and sad of course especially when Cameron Diaz filed a divorce. The movie was rated PG(sexual reference) and we love it...haha Lots of smooching and damn sooo romantic. Not for the broken hearted of course...Next stop horror movie huuuhaaaahaaaa!!!

2008-05-15T18:52:00.002+08:00

WOW!!! im sooooo happy today coz its my 16th birthday.Cool huh?
SWEET SIXTEEN hahaaa...Tnx baby for the Levi's flip flop and tnx guys for punching me. aww....nope no pain coz im sixteen now and im UNTOUCHABLE..good planning to taupok me bt too bad u guys ain fast enough to catch me...try harder next time...

tomorrow is my 13th months wit my gal n we be goin to the movie...hope i can post something fun tml...see ya!!!

shidee

2008-05-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

Eeek!...She's totally freaked out when i hold onto one of this lizard while chasing her around the estate to tease her coz she hates lizards. I was having fun but she did not fell the same way as i do. Everything's over when she suddenly squat in the middle of the carpark and broke into tears. She told me that she was so terrified with this thing and i held her up and hug her and only then i realised that i was too playful...Sorry baby...Promise it will not happen again. But i really have fun chasing her. Reminds me of bollywood movies.

shidee

2008-05-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

we decided to create our 1st blog after being together for more than a year.we will be posting our happy times and hope people will enjoy reading them...bye for now